the story of those tiny cute steps

baby no more

2011-05-24T02:04:00.000-07:00

hi sayang...

anak mummy dah 2 yrs old...

i love u as my lil baby still....

cuma dah masam sikit dah tak bau baby...hehehhee

pun mummy syg to the max...

from this small in my tummy .... ( rinduuuu )

so small.......ahhhh rindu again

to this big

besar da anak mummy ni...kejap sgt

dah geng dgn abg amin, kakak anis....

dah boleh jd bodyguard mummy...:)

dah boleh tolong mummy work....( or hitting on girls more likely )

mummy cayang baby.......

budak sporting sgt...muahhhh!!!!!

i think i am one because of u ( read : world greatest mom )
i hope i am....for u sayang...

i love u rafiq
ill always pray that i can protect u
i can always be there for u...
no matter how strong u are, how sick u are, how good or how naughty u are...
ill always be there....

i love u sayang...
ur the reason i became i momma
and i thank you for introducing me to all these wonderful experiences...

may ALLAH will always guide you and bless you

sayang

papa and mummy!
muah again

Lil bro ties the knot

2011-03-13T00:54:00.001-08:00

Hasil tangan : me! 2 dats xtido mlm, hantaran, fkr hiasan dewan, model fittings for safiyya and siapkan new batch for ammara.fuh! Nasib baik hantaran ni presentable

Tgu semua ahli rombongan sampai

My future sis in law ( time ni blm sil lg )

Dgn skali lafaz! Sah!

Tok kadi yg arahkan photog hpw to take pics.hebatlah tok kadi ni

Weeee

Jom pg kenduri now

Mengiring pengantin

Pengantin pink pakai lipgloss muahahahaha

Budak manja bwk cat pg kenduri

Baca doa k

Selamat pengantin baru afif n balqis.Always jaga diri dan pasangan masing2.welcome to the family sister!

Semoga lagi diberkati dan bertambah2 rezeki lepas ni.

Love

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Another plane ride! Weeee

2011-03-09T05:40:00.001-08:00

Hurry up la mama!!!!!plane nak jalan dah!

Yeaaayyy dah nak boarding!!

Best kan rafiq da big boi, layan diri sendiri tgk flash cards

Boring la, pocoyo plak

Ewaaahhh posing plak...

And....dah sampai....!!!!

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Hello gorgeous!

2011-03-05T21:45:00.001-08:00

:)

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Dinner - fried garlic prawn fettucini

2011-02-18T07:06:00.001-08:00

This is whats for dinner tonight!

Rebus pasta , i used fettucini ( did i spell it right ? ) rebus with some olive oil n a pinch of salt

In another pan, fry some garlic dlm 3 cloves , masukkan diced chicken , prawns and mushrooms with olive oil

Masukkan carrots, celery n any vege u like,

Put some fresh parsley and oregano ( xde fresh , i used dried )

Masukkan 2 spoons of butter

Masukkan fettucini yg dah ditoskan,

Some cheese ( used cheddar je ) optional

Some garlic and pepper to taste

Siap!!!!

Nak pedas letak chilli flakes
I added a bit of bird chillies, ptg halus2 mcm flakes tu, after Ive poured some onto rafiqs plate of coz, tekak mummy and papa still melayu hhehehee

Nite2 all

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Bye bye kl people!

2011-02-10T08:07:00.001-08:00

Gonna miss u guys! Sedih.... Ill be back in 3 weeks.time to catch up with miri!!!

Mmmuuuaaaahhhhhhh

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ammara, rafiq busyuk , moi partner and jasmin!

2011-01-22T05:53:00.001-08:00

this must be my first entry for 2011.hectic ok schedule....
rafiq as usual makin lasak, since nowadays dah mcm siblings with zara, hes learning a lot of new vocabs. thank u zara!!! and of coz, he is forever mama's bouncer ikut mama pg mana2.
i left him a few hours for 2 days for our magazine photoshoot. thank u syg for taking leave to babysit...thanks a lot sbb support my business..

our NUR and DARA shoot....

i pun kena jd model....sabar jelah...xpelah...since they personally invited us to be their fashion client..rasa terharu..org lain kena byr ribu2 for 1 page...we all free shj...so bila dia pujuk2 i jadi makeover model...hadoiii oklahhhh....but i looked good in falsies..so ... ngehehehhee pasrah...

moi lovely supportive 4 months pregnant partner, amal

and....spent the weekend in ipoh with lovely jasmin...i miss u already...

thanks bwk makan grilled and steamboat buffet....sedap sampai skrg perut ketat

thanks bg tpt tido siap layan rafiq main xbox and bg rafiq tinggalkan mark on ur bed muahahahhaha

and dpt pg lost world of tambun....yahooo....more pics nnti on fb...skrg mmg malas on lappie....whatever hahha

and......

i want a new baby plz..........

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Ewah ewahhhhh

2011-01-02T10:02:00.001-08:00

Bukanlah pamper anak buy him everthing he likes....tp whatever is mine of coz is rafiq's too.....ish ish ish...thanks papa...dulu mama's notebook dia koyak2 sampai hilang order2 client. Now, si kecik ni lg tau dr mama apa nak tekan kt dlm ipad ni. Sapa la ajar ni bijak sgt ni.thank god dia fhm bahasa if mama said no.bukanla kedekut,kena ada limit.nnti xpandai pgg pencil and main outdoor mengadap tu je.

Well, rafiqs a big boi now, maybe its time to get u a fren kan? Nak tak? Janganla ckp nanak k

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latest collections by ammara

2010-12-29T06:19:00.001-08:00

ammara aina long dress rm 60

ammara aneeqa long sleeve dress rm 100

get ur own ammara piece now.....
email ammarahijabi@gmail.com for orders.....

click ammarabiutique on facebook today

love

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Ammara hijabi in NUR!!

2010-12-25T07:08:00.001-08:00

So happy!!!
Our first media coverage in NUR magazine edition Jan 2011.

9 ways to wear ur hijab by ammara hijabi boutique!!!

Qasima, bella and mustard wrap dress by ammara....

We re 3 months old now.So proud of ourselves.insyaAllah to many more exciting yrs ahead.
To my beloved partner, ur the best!!!to our very very supportive hijabis.love u all

Xx

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short term transfer to KL ( warning ; byk sgt pics )

2010-12-13T19:24:00.000-08:00

blog dah bersawang sangat2 dah

ni baru ada free time sikit

so ill upload pics of our recent short term transfer to KL

1st night checked in at Mandarin Oriental. room nice! very classy...

love the bathroom doors...

very spacious bathroom, nampak TV direct so of cozla baby nak berendam lama2 dalam tub sambil tgl TV

lunch kat bilik. singapore noodles dgn clams yg super banyak!

time for my afternoon nap!

the view

dinner at california pizza kitchen, nasib baik pg...sebab mommy rina ckp dah tutup now. renovation ke i dunno...thank god. dah lama mengidam pizza sini

avocado spinach dip starter yg super yummy

CPK pizza

baby breakfast cheese stix

the huge infinity pool nampak satu KL

sejuk!

my birthday dinner at CHAKRI PALACE

THE SPONSOR MUAHAHHAA

THE BDAY GAL/ mommy hahaha

budak manja

xde pics makanan sbb too hungry to snap. kat fb ada hehehe

lunch with the gorgeous mommies at SERAI, EMPIRE
zatty, rinie, aira

rafiq, nabila, moi, lea and pretty nia

topic ; mostly tudung hahahaha

yup, xboleh pose dgn baby yg lasak ya

jumpa amal, megat and zara at pappa rich

nasib baik ada geng kan?

geng, tgkla pose handsome saya ni

caaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

lounge MO layan jazz...baby layan awek arab

fewwwiiiitttttttttttt

org tu nyanyi xberapa sedap....but layan jelah

lunch at MO's chinese restaurant, Hang Li PO

ambiance macam kat kopitiam lama

mana food ni???????

recommended by mummy sue danish, hwang yu beef....its rm 300 ya

but totally worth it!

dim sum , beef and noodles...burrrppppppppppppp teringat2 lg beef tu sampai skrg

after that checked out from MO sebab nak try another place

check in at TRADERS HOTEL plak....lea cakap best!

room modern n stylish..

love the bathroom!

and the breakfast buffet, the best so far!!!!they have everything...from sushi, roti canai right down to the choc fountain for breakfast.....sgt banyak. totally worth it! and the rooms sgt affordable. love, tp available for 1 night sahaja. fully booked .. musim pak arab kan...

dinner with mummy anita and family at PUTI BUNGSU BATAM....

the best padang pood in KL!!!!!

more pics in FB....thanks anita sebab introduce this place. sgt sgt sgt sedap. after that try tpt lain semua xboleh lawan here!

we checked in at WESTIN pulak. sini pun only 2 nights available. dapat the jr suite. xdelah besar sgt pun...mcm ada living room sikit. but i love the hotel, mmg modern and luxurious yg xdelah too mak datin style mcm MO... satu je xbest, toilet dia xde hose huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa......kena basuh dlm shower. urggghhhhh

love the room's foyer mcm dance studio

green tea toiletries

the food sedap! westins signature pasta, creamy mash potatoes, wedge fries and choc mousse

dinner with meon, farah and baby marsya! si jepun

thank go rafiq sleep so bagi marsya layan mama's phone....dia dah nangis nak sleep dah ni

we checked in at nikko pulak after that

bilik paling besar so far.....cuma mcm dah lama

dinner at benky's, NIKKO

fresh sushi

outing with iza hugzandkisses , pg Americans Wives Association's bazaar at Royale Chulan Hotel....

semua nak! rambang mata

rafiq and kakak ayeesha

after that had lunch with sha at DOME

rafiq borak2 dgn baby raees

me, sha and irin putri...

u might recognize her from WHI tv3

pretty mommy

where to mama?

thanksgiving dinner at sayang's colleague's house

first time makan turkey

first time rafiq pegang xmas tree

lunch with anita at SAHARA TENT

DINNER AT SCRUMPTIOUS...

their signature KELI dish

my char kuey teow

tempat yg sangat cantik!

food sgt sedap!

price...affordable

if nak pg, its SCRUMPTIOUS, jalan Yap Kwan Seng, dekat dgn puti bungsu batam

last day at NIKKO

after a week, nak cari service apartment dah...

penat dah pindah2 angkat bags

bye bye fish...im goona miss u!

lunch at HADRAMAWT...

sedap!

lamb mendi

arabic tea....

we checked in at ASCOTT RESIDENCES pulak.

its a service apartment,

a nice, cozy small apt for the 3 of us....

dekat sgt dgn KLCC...

walking distance only

semua ok.....bila dah ptg baru realized, oh no...................... toilet dia xde hose jugak

kena wash dlm shower....

adoiiiiiiiiii

but we already paid for a week so malaslah unpack....

but overall, mmg best, ada duck pond , fishes, the pool very nice , food best, services tip top!!!! very warm and welcoming....

we went to the fish exhibition that weekend

and then ada kids fair kat HALL sebelah, rafiq mengamuk nak car

lunch at PAPPA RICH

ROOM SERVICE FROM DELICIOUS....

OUTING WITH NAD AND BABY AUSH MIKAEL

outing with the TESL ladies at PAVILLION

thank god baby slept all the way hehehehe

sampaila the ladies balik and sayang arrived, so makan dinner dgn sayang pulak at THE LOAF...

tempat ni owned by our former PM

i mmg sgt sgt suka their bakeries, so nak try the heavy courses pulak

sayang tried the non alchoholic wine..mmg pahit yek!

the award winning raisin hazelnut loaf

sedapla mama

avocado wraps

juicy grass eating beef burger hahahhaa dunno y they had to put that on the menu

toiletries on the 3rd day.

love the hospotality at ascott...A+

baby of coursela suka the fish and duck pond!

we had a small pot luck gathering with the TESL clan....

a night filled with tremendous laughter....yaAllah sampai sakit tekak ok!

shunc making choc fondue...hebat k!

yup, awesome night !

went to KLIMS

and baby zara ( MYRA 's baby ) PARTY

the host....thanks for inviting us....

balik rumah MIL rafiq tido mcm org kepenatan

went to MAHA the next day!

panas and sgt ramai org

that afternoon celebrated ANIS"S bday

and after that.....

we check in to our new place

FRASERS PLACE KUALA LUMPUR

its right behind ASCOTT

walking distance also to KLCC and sayangs temporary office

its new, baru a year...so semua benda mcm very fresh hehehe

complimentary food basket

bought chilis takeaway that night sbb lapar sgt

and too tired to dine out

this place is nice.

suits our small family perfectly....

paling best, ada indoor warm jacuzzi. separate for ladies and men. so bolehla xpakai tudung weeeeeee....

rafiq and aunty bella masuk dulu tgu mama change hehehehe

outdoor infinity pool pun ada.....

so the mommies yang plan nak gathering at our place....

jom jom jom

c u soon!!!!!

muah!

Smiling nomads for a few months

2010-11-20T19:56:00.000-08:00

Hello darlings,we ll be in town until march and we ll be staying around klcc area till then.who ever is around dtg lah lepak ye.right now we're at traders before this mandarin oriental.leaving for westin soon.had an amazing time dining at almost every recommended restaurants dlm travel guide tu inc scrumptious padang food at puti bungsu with mommy anita azizan and family last night.c u all soon.muuaaahhh
Pics soon ya

Xreti mcmana nk msk pics using my iphone

Love2

mama salah didik ke rafiq ?

2010-10-27T11:58:00.000-07:00

yup, lil hero's in skool now

skool apa for babies ni?

ke nursery?

nope, its a montessori

the youngest student is at least 2 years old

and now, rafiq's the youngest

hurrrmmm

mesti nanti ada nak cakap

aik, xkerja xnak jaga anak ke?

hantar sekolah pulak....malas lah tu...

well,

rafiq, ur older now

u used to be a friendly baby when u were younger

now, whenever u other people's around,u shy away, sorok muka kt stroller bila org tegur....

rafiq marah org pegang rafiq

rafiq xnak share toys with other babies

rafiq xnak org lain dekat dgn mama ( dekat dgn papa xpe, jgn mama )

and rafiq only wants to play with mama, esp when ur not at home

another thing is, rafiq want other people's stuff...tp bila rafiq pgg, org tu xboleh main sama.

ayooooooooooooooooooo

mesti nanti org cakap mama ni xpandai didik anak

bukan main lagi bacakan buku how to behave kat rafiq

eleh, sama je perangai

ye ke ada org cakap?

hahahaha....mama dun care lah rafiq

rafiq...

rafiq memang behave...

rafiq ckp " acheh " when i give him his milky, he kisses me when u want to sleep and when u open ur eyes, u puts back ur toys when its time to sleep ( he kemas org punya toys jugak haha ), when mama said ...aaaa noo... rafiq pun geleng2 n tunjuk jari no no no.tp kdg2 buat jugak.

tapi maybe rafiq kena learn how to behave with other people besides mama and papa

i know u want more friends kan?

mama tengok if pg rumah other friends, lama2 rafiq suka, main kejar2 dgn abg danish....main baca buku dgn mikhail kan?

mama tau, rafiq nak kawan, tp rafiq xpandai nak initiate betul x?..

so...

baby pg skool ok? skool ni bukan mcm kat kl, ada playgroups mama boleh join.....

so rafiq kenalah duduk sdri 3 jam...

boleh kan? baby strong kan? nnti balik cerita dgn mama n papa rafiq buat apa ok?

best lah sayang, theres music class, phonics class,arts, outdoor activities ... best kan ? ada friends lagi best kan?

ok.

pause jap

nangis

nak mengeluh panjang

but i shouldnt

noooooooooooooooooooooo

he cant be this big already???

next thing u know, he'll be having a girl over for lunch

noooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

the first day i sent him, he immediately went to join the sand box activities with the bigger toddlers

i ckp bye...he ignored me...

the teacher asked me to leave cepat2...nnti dia nangis, let him get used to being with the group...oklah...i pun jalan slow2

teacher said he didnt cry...

but i did

i cried on the way to the car, i cried at the parking lot...i cried, i couldnt drive...i just sat there at the side of the road crying.waited a few mins, maybe nnti teacher call ckp dia nangis teruk, so i nk dtg pick him up

nope, no call

sedih

went to starbucks, ingatkan waaaaahhhhhhh bestnyeeeee xde si kecik marah2 i lepak lama2 nak merayap dlm starbucks main newspaper watever...instead, i kept looking at all the cute lil mugs, nak beli for baby, nak beli lollipop lah, cawan kecik lah....mcm lah he wants all that pon

pukul 11 dh rushing terus nk pick him up, dia tgh join the group tgk flash cards...tp xdelah duduk pun, dia tukang pgg flash cards n sorok kt bwh kerusi.

teacher said he did very well, happy, xnak mnm susu ( I DH BG BFAST MACARONI B4 SKOOL ) dia nak main dgn the older kids. yg 5 yrs old. dunnolah y. maybe mcm main dgn adults jgk kot for him. xpelah

yg ptg dia belajar bersosial

so we decided to let him go 3 days in a week, 2 if mama malas bgn pagi2 hahahaha ( ok, salah didik anak, asyik bangun lambat... )

pukul 9 ( lambat k, org start pkl 8 .. lol ) sampai pkl 12. 1130 on fridays..

oklah...3 hours main...

i dun expect him to suddenly balik baca ABC sampai habis, thou testimonials from SHELL staff punya wives anak drg yg masuk 2 thn 3 thn dah baca simple words. WOW.

yg penting everyone recommend tempat tu because they really train ur kids to behave well as well as byk stimulations. this one i like!

xkisahlah.

IVE no expectations wat so ever FOR NOW..DIA KECIK LG KAN

yg penting rafiq pandai berkawan, tau sharing, tau behave kt rumah and outside and HAPPY!

mama happy sebenarnya Rafiq, cuma mama rasa rindu kt rafiq...

jelous pun ada, org lain main dgn rafiq ( loser betol hahaha )

but mama happy anak mama membesar dgn sihat dan bijak

alhamdulillah syukur!

ni si kenit balik dr skool tido mcm org pengsan

yes, dia still suka tido tonggek mcm ni

ni hasil kerja mama n rafiq finger painting kt rumah

ok boleh sakit jantung jgk finger painting dlm rumah

letak newspaper sebesar2 tidak pun tgn kita dirty join dia cop2, pastu dia celup kaki kt kertas tu and nak jalan merata...n lari nk panjat sofa...

sambil ckp "yek yek...irty... "

oh my,

so lastly crayolan washable paint ( mmg washable kt badan tp kt sofa susah jgk la nk tanggal ) kena simpan dulu ya. dah besar skt baru blh main blk

but not bad lah, nak framekan esok! yeay....

till then...

check out ammara ye

byk custom made items here for stylish chic hijabi's

xtau lagi bila nak update

busy busy busy

but miss u all

nak catch up baca blog smrg now

bubye

i see a baby.....

2010-10-09T07:58:00.000-07:00

at 17 months rafiq still points to himself as baby

if i say ..." rafiq, can i have a baby girl plz?"

he'll shake his head and point to himself while saying "nyanyanyak....baby...."

i think it means na na na nak..( tak nak ), im the only baby

zatty said, as long as rafiq's the baby we'll never get pregnant

so i need to start calling him abang...

abang? hehehehehehehehe

nak ke tak?

nak pg holiday

tp nak baby girl...

nak holiday

tp nak girl

if book holiday package tiba2 pregnant?

by the time syg habis training......dah bln 7...if pregnant skrg, dah....almost 8 months nnti...

nak baby girl

tp nak holiday

nak baby girl...holiday....

mandrem apa nih?

ngarut ngarut

in the mean time,

we'll settle for these newborn hehehehehhehee

owh and...

pics of rafiq making his first artwork debut

my first stencil book....

mama...i want the red one

one snowman....

cantik x?

mcm pro kan?

dah siap daaaaaaaaaaaaa

ok laaaaa mama tlg outlinekan skali dgn baby

baby conteng je k

its nice to be nice...right?

2010-10-04T23:58:00.000-07:00

have uve even been teased about how u looked? ur feelings? or anything else?

just walk away and keep them so far from ur life,

trust me.....ur gonna feel so much better

its not so hard to be nice...try it once a while

ull feel good about urself

eventhough u think no one will know,

its the right thing to do.....

try to think if it happens to u

people will love u more

most importantly, ull love yourself more

its not that hard afterall

and we live happily ever after...

( sorry tgn budak kecik nak jgk baca )

taken from rafiq's "help me be good" series

just a reminder to myself and everyone....

afterall, all these young generations of ours starts from us....

love

xoxo

betty crocker and............................

2010-10-03T09:49:00.000-07:00

in a box la kan....

hahahahhaha

i am definitely a housewife with no baking talents

nada

none wat so ever

but i try

some jadi...mostly....becomes a totally different kuih altogether

so Better Crocker helped...

yeayyyyyyyy

my very own brownies

easy lah kan, add eggs, vegetable oil and water to the mixture

masuk dlm baking tin

thats all!

40 minutes later....

yummmmeeeehhhhhhh

i added my own touch, chewaahhhh

added some choc chips...

so bila cair..kt tgh2 tu byk melted choc chips.

awesome!

the next day,

warm brownies and ice cream for tea!

what a nice combo....

so,

expect more instant cakes from me yah!

c u soon

owh and btw,

lately...byk sgt buzzes on ym, smses and even emails...

some i sempat balas

some tu maybe xsempat

i just need to say one thing here and make everything clear

as ive said before,

i have forgave whatever or whoever purposely or accidentally tried to make me look bad and i no longer want to talk about this to anyone anymore

and i did keep my promise

whatever has happened is done

my life does not evolve around those ridiculous and immature actions

i do not BLAME anyone who believed have hurt me and my beloved family or friends by any sort of beliefs or were hurt by anyone else by the same acts

we are humans, we want to trust

and we trust the people we love

i am NOT the kind of person who keeps any grudges

i do forgive

even if u dont ask for it

but to ask me to be another BAD influence,

keep me out of this drama

pretty please..........

love

xoxo

mommy baby time!

2010-09-28T02:06:00.000-07:00

bought this at klcc's book fest

rm 17 only

with 365 activities u can perform with ur lil ones

dah try 2

2 baru hehehehe

and rafiq suka...

yeayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

will blog about it soon

get it online via amazon ada

iftar, shopping, iftar lagi, raya, wedding and ammara

2010-09-24T10:26:00.000-07:00

ni kira sebulan punya update

too much to tell so letak pics jelah ye

iftar dgn bobby&sue, mon & hazam, bahar &shue and the kids at dynasty hotel

iftar with shell contractors at imperial hotel...rafiq asyik nak karaoke...

rafiq rosakkan my coco rouge...nasib baik posa...sabar...

iftar with edge, zatty and rayna at california pizza

try semua kasut xmuat sementara tunggu amie, farah and kak b at klcc

after buka at little penang klcc

kasut sume xmuat tp oppppssss...apa dlm paper bag...hanis, u tgu entry i yg ni i tau hahahahaha

jumpa hanis kt klcc ....still xjawab soalan dia...apa ada dlm paper bag tu hehehe

tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

xpe kasut raya dah ada
ting!

kena paksa beli dgn my sis...
dorothy perkins hot pink peep toe heels
orgnye beli pastu terkecik size xmuat
sister jual half price
confirm la kakak nak kan
tp ni mmg short distance shoes ya
pakai masa reception my sis balik tu terus kena pg reflexology

iftar with the in laws at JM beriyani house

raya!

i made kuah kacang..the rest mak..hehehhee

angah je xde masa raya....baju tu besar...i xpregnant k!

beraya dgn the twins

melawat baby alya naili malam raya ...awwwwwwww nak baby girl plzzzzz...

2nd raya at book fest, klcc

best...jalan lengang teramat sangat...skali masuk klcc full....semua chinese of coz and indons hehehehe

dress by ammara

lepak baby room berjam2 sbb xde org hehehhee

3rd raya bawak rafiq balik kuala pilah, kampung papa

rafiq mengamuk xnak masuk rumah nak main dgn ayam n itik

nilah nasib org bandar masuk kampung

bought myself ray ban wayfearer

masa kt kedai cun...pastu lama2 cam xcun

kena pakai tudung hitam je kot

watched resident evil dgn sayang....

2 makcik kena babysit baby

baby behave

tido sepanjang me n syg tgk movie

muka huduh xpakai apa2 bedak....sbb malas...

pg siapkan brg2 for our exclusive designs with moi partner

lepak kat empire, makan macaroons ( sedap! ) and obrians sandwhich sementara tgu my biz partner sampai utk jumpa our tailor...

skirt by ammara

raya feast again...kali ni dgn angah sekeluarga

kuah kacang n rendang hari tu panaskan balik....

ada lemang, ketupat

i masak macaroni carbonara cheese

angah buat spagetti and nasi goreng, kak yang made orange marble cake

burrrrrrrppppppppppppp

rafiq poo 4 x hari tu...

byk sgt makan lemang n kuih raya

dah lepas ni no more cookies for u

beraya rumah akmal...syg's mckk frens

jumpa their wives and babies..

handsome men

kena inaikan bakal pengantin...

org nak lukis chanel dia xbagi...

ok wat?

hahahhahahaa

my lil sis becomes a woman!

ada ka kitorang kena label pengantin tua.

hampeh...

tu baba dgn ibu la weh

kekekeke

chewah chewah...

teringat plak zaman dulu2....

rafiq suka sate...and suka lap kuah sate kat carpet tok ma

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

apparently dia basuh tgn guna air oren pastu lap kt baju mama

tidaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkk

sampai tgh malam siapkan dewan....

xbest la jadi kkk pengantin...

nak jadi pengantin

air yg menyebabkan kitorang sume sakit tekak sampai skrg...

org xbiasa minum air sejuk kan

wedding syaima' yg cantek...

thanks to merisik gallery...

cantik kan flower stand tu?

sgt sgt cantik!

oh n ramai tanya my kaftan kurung beli kt mana
designed by ammara
khas utk diri sendiri yg renek xsesuai pakai kaftan labuh...
so gabungan kaftan and kain lipat depan
chiffon and leopard print kain
limited edition
if nak boleh order ya

thanks to all our frens yg dtg...

kira dtg open house la k

thn depan baru dtg rumah

skrg xde rumah lg hehehehe

lastly,

me and amal bought over a biz...

so now we're co-owners of ammara hijabi enterprise

nak tgk collections

click ammaraboutique ( facebook )

blog

www.ammarahijabi.blogspot.com

masih dlm process upload pics and stuff

that previous owner xbrp organized so kena buat everything balik

but check it out ya

the exclusive designs tu both of us yg create hehehehhee

xoxo

eid ul-fitr

2010-09-01T06:34:00.000-07:00

we're leaving for semenanjung very soon

just in case terlupa

so heres wishing all of u in advance

May Allah Almighty forgive, bless and reward us all for keeping the day of Eid in the best manner & bless us all here and hereafter with health, happiness, protection and sustenance from His Divine Mercy & Generosity

semoga aidilfitri merapatkan silaturrahim kita semua

maaf zahir batin ya...seikhlas2 nya

xoxo

ashrul rizal, sarah, rafiq zulkarnain

which one are u?

2010-08-26T10:29:00.000-07:00

lets be hijab chic

love

xoxo

im tagging u!

2010-08-24T21:33:00.000-07:00

tagged by mama yuyu on fotopages

tag semua benda dlm fridge anda..with pics skali k

since xde kerja...

so buatlah...

adobe plak slow so tulis jelah k...

xdpt nak label the pics

freezer

upper row : santan, rafiq's frozen shepards pie and paratta segera

lower row : left to right ( terubuk masin hazam, sotong, ayamas drummets ( if xsempat masak sahur) , ikan tenggiri, udang, ayam, ikan merah )

door : upper - mango jelly

lower - dlm tupperware ( fishballs, crab sticks, meatballs ), ayamas cheese sausages

fridge

chiller - cheddar cheese, mozzarella cheese, calci-yum, yogurt, cadbury chocs

row 1 : bounty chocs, daim chocs, dragon fruit baru potong, nuttella, peanut butter/jelly, glukose, kurma

row 2 : lauk asam pedas pagi tadi, roti dah habis tarikh ( hahaha ), fruits ( dragon fruit, pears, apples )

row 3 : basket ( cili api, halia, cili merah, lengkuas, asam jawa ), home made jelly utk buka, tortilla, belacan

vege compartment : terung, kobis, daun ketumbar, daun bawang, sawi cina, carrot, cauliflower, tomatoes, jagung )

door

row 1 : eggs, figs, choc ritter sport

row 2 : tempoyak, mayonnaise, rempah yg xmuat letak dlm spice jar, pati ayam, pati prune

row 2 : air sejuk , Hersheys choc syrup, button mushrooms, susu sejat, tomato puree

row 3 : fresh milk, gamat healin, spaghetti sauce, kicap manis, sos tiram

sorry ya

fridge messy a bit

so now

im tagging everyone dlm my blog list

xkisahla nak buat or not

ok loves...

muah xo

baby is eating now!

2010-08-16T23:34:00.000-07:00

since rafiq turned 1 year

he refuses to eat baby food

he does but in a very very small amount

he wants to eat whatever he's eating

which is not really good for him....sebab yelah...ada oil, cili api especially sbb mama n papa suka pedas, ada garam n stuff

whenever i cook for him ill always use EVOO ( extra virgin olive oil ) and kosher salt...

so of cozla xsedap sgt...

he wants our food

penat2 i perah otak fikir nak masak apa...

makan 2,3 spoons...then dah...

xnak...dia keluarkan balik n mash them on the floor...yurrrkkksss!

n then,

as adviced by his PAED

we tried this

1 tablet a day for babies 1-3 yrs old

rafiq xreti lagi nak isap the tablet

asyik keluarkan from his mouth

so i pecahkan n bg dia sikit2

and now....

hes eating....

like a regular baby...

healthy food...

cooked by mama

yahoooooooooooo

so today

fried chicken macaroni for breakfast

good boy...eat with ur right hand ok

and

homemade salmon+vege mozzarella bites for lunch

sedap...

nasib baik mama xposa hehehhe

im so happy...

baby makan banyak2 tau!

cayang baby

nobody i am...

2010-08-12T21:53:00.000-07:00

met a fren yesterday...
she asked about how ive time to blog...well...no time...
dulu ada time...now, time rafiq sleep only..
itupun maybe once a week ( if lucky )

she asked me..#2 why blog? best?

well...i said...peer pressure at first....i tgk my good fren, jas blogging...

such a nice way to write about ur everyday happenings

plus, ive read a few mommy blogs.

mcm sgt best...boleh share2 tips n ideas...
best ke x...depends...i tulis for me....adalah niat for my baby...but then ...
its actually my point of view on life, babies, marriage n stuff
maybe one day, ill read it all back n remember all the stuff ive went through...
macam diary laaaa

#3 mcmana jumpa kawan2 blog ni? ada persatuan ke? (sabar jelah haha )
well, xde pon...
i tulis saja2 je.....
dropped comments at a few mommy blogs...
tiba2 some sweet mommies dropped by on mine too...
tp xdelah hebat mana pon....

# 4 nak baca x email ni i dapat...thats y i tanya u ... best ke x ada blog
ok...come, ill read it

( copied from the email )

sapa nak jadi blogger top ?( best ape? dapat duit nuffnang bebanyak, popular, kadang2 boleh jadi model iklan, artist, selebriti lagi )

1. u mesti hot! klo xhot tulis pakai barang2 mewah, rumah besar, suami kaya, mak bapak kaya...semualah, klo hot pastu ada sume tuh, lagi gempak! berduyun followers...orang suka betul baca blog orang mcm ni...pastu tak lama lagi adolah anon2 tak suka laks. besela, klo org ramai suka ramai gaks xsuker...xde hal lah, traffik korang naik da

2. buat la entry panas ! gossip baru , hangat, meletops...ramai la follow nanti..musti kena hapdet dgn gossip.pastu kawan2 dia pon baca, dan kawan2 dia lagi....apa lagi! fofular lah.bulan tu income ribu ribans

3. rerajin komen blog orang !...klo nak fofularzzzzz la...bila dah cukup top..tak nak pon tade hal.pasal orang yang nak komen blog hang nanti...

4. kena maintain rajin....buat entri selalu....selalu cerita benda2 best.makan tempat mahal, bercuti obersea...pastikan menarik! banyak gambar...tapi klo kena kutuk lek sudah....maintain cool. baru lagi ramai yang suka backing.ingat, selalu tulis blog, klo malas, sapa plak nak jenguk

5. letak banyak hasil kajian..amik kat website national geographic ka, google ka...info2 hebat pasal macam2 benda...ni pon orang suka, pasal dia tak payah nak bersusah payah mencari. termasukla video2 pelik youtube pon bole..i suka gaks

6. paling last, carikla kroni...bila kroni ramai baru la gempak.xde banyak follower pon ada gak kroni nak lepak kat blog. kroni ni ala-ala geng la.ada gak i tengok ada geng tu siap buat gathering ada press lagi. cam tu la nak fofular! pandai wat kawan.betol x geng?

ok...

its kinda funny jugak his/her thoughts on how to be popular hhahahaa

watever lah

macam tu eh?

hehhehee...

well then...i am a nobody.

definitely xmenepati any of criteria 's above

huhuhu

patutla income nuffnang dapat skali je hahaha

anyway,

anita,

thanks for this

'I'd rather have a handful of close friends than 10 faulty ones'

xkisahlah popular ke x ke, ada org nak kawan ke xnak ke...i tulis for me

itupun bila ada masa

( honestly...yg mmg susah nak ada)

kesimpulannya me n my fren laughed our heads off

n then she said..."xpelah...baca jelah urs...i xreti nak buat all that"

hahahaha

me neither....

then kitorang cerita resepi for buka...

motif???

xde motif...

saja nak share

sengal me

update : eh eh eh....ni bukan i tulis tau! i copy paste...dont get any ideas aaaaaa

2 and counting

2010-08-08T22:33:00.000-07:00

we 're two...

and

blessed with one bundle of joy

thank you sayang for the weekend getaway...

for the spa treat...the 2 day non stop buffet spread....the romantic outdoor movie under the stars.... the surprise bouquet.... and the well planned super special treatment...and the present...thank u thank u!

thank you baby for being a well behaved little boy...

thank you

wishing for many more great years ahead of us..

lots of happiness, memories and great health

i love u so much

would never trade any of this with anything else

happy 2 year anniversary sayang...

i love u so much

"Love is not blind - It sees more and not less, but because it sees more it is willing to see less."
-Will Moss

( more pics on fb...)

geram!

2010-08-01T19:55:00.000-07:00

geram

geram dgn orang yang tak nak dengar cakap...

macamana tu?

nasib baik sayang....

wat happened?

this man....injured his knee playing football
when i called his mom , she said " biasalah tu...dari kecik ada je accident pelik2.....lasak betul.."
heeeeeeeee.....rafiq? ikut papa eh?

so he was in a wheelchair and then crutches...
nasib baik kejap je..
after 2 days dah boleh jalan sendiri

but this man....

dr bagi mc 1 month
dia nak seminggu only ...

" banyak kerja lah dr...i dont know nak susahkan siapa nanti "
me : " what? org bagi mc pun xnak ke"

that was on friday

on Monday,
me : nak pg mana gelap2 ni ( lepas subuh dah ajak i mandikan dia - sbb xboleh gerak sgt kaki sakit )
this man : nak kerja lah...
me : ha? mcamana nak jalan semua? bawak bag?
this man : boleh...slow2 la....

ayoooooooo

ok fine...
mmglah ada responsibilities...
and then in the middle of meeting sms me saying " sakitlah lutut berdenyut2 "

as a wife nak cakap apa ye?

nak marah pg office ... cant...
nak ckp...ok...u sgt baik...pg office even on mc and sakit...i yg geram..

REDHA JELAH YE....

as a wife....
terima jelah...kerajinan suami tu...and......................be prepared to pamper him when he comes home...

eventhough u have the strong urge to say " see...i told u so! "

nasib baiklah sayang........

tak lama lagi rafiq pulak...si kecik lasak ni...suka betul main bola...

its only a matter of time...yg ni pulak luka sana sini...

like father like son...

thank god papa's ok now...

oh and btw,

does this look comfy?

its givenchy 60% off....weeeee....

maybe i should get this for the anniversary

its under budget hehe

should i?

anyone nak bargain designer shopping let me know

tgk kat this website www.saksfifthavenue.com
if xbargain i pun xbeli k...no budget too ngeee

and then let me know what u want ok!

if nak..cepat...sbb im ordering in bulk...

ok..cu soon..muah

me time............

2010-07-18T23:50:00.000-07:00

mommy time = me time....
a woman needs her me time...
why?
mmmmm personally
i need it to keep my days exciting...
seronok layan anak 24 jam...
tp i need some activities that makes me go...dup dup dup dup...
and sweat!
kejar anak pon sweat...tp sweat yg lagi best!

so
what do i do for some me time??

work out babeh!

at tld dance studios

with the other frens and mommies

the classes i enrolled in are kickboxing, belly dancing, african dance, hip hop, raggae, cardio, towel body dance , sexy jazz ...
ive tried yoga too
tp blum pg betul2 for yoga....

best!
especially when ur going with ur other frens too
make it a weekly date
daddies babysit the babies we all workout
dapatla catch up borak2....

besides

i need my tummy back!
yg ada line mcm fergie plz!

ok mommies!

c u soon

we're off for a short break hehehhe
nak mamam seafood

i forgive u.....

2010-07-04T23:26:00.000-07:00

i forgive you being naughty at times......
well, i think most of the time

i forgive you for teasing me

i forgive you for always laughing with us...thou...we were actually teasing u back

i forgive you for forever trying to hide the writing board when i say " its reading time!!!!"

papa forgives u for always reading and rewriting his schedules before he does..

but baby.....

there's a price u have to pay...........
kita botakkan dia......................

boleh tak ?

elehhhhhhhhhhh .....
tak nangis pon.......
handsome la mama.......

oklaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ps : nak tulis pjg2 tp rafiq yg perasan ni asyik nak kiss muka dia sendiri kt screen ni.....
hatoi.....
i still forgive u thou..

because i love you!

geraaaaaaaaaaammmmmmm budak chomel xreti duduk diam ni...gomol dia ramai2!

seriously...how?

2010-06-07T00:04:00.000-07:00

how?

to balance ur life?

its been fine with me for this past year

but

as rafiq grows...my responsibilities piles up..i want to teach him read, potty train, pump susu, masak different meals for him and his papa twice a day, make sure the house is spotless as he...of course picks up everything and puts it in his mouth ( our quality control officer ), make sure we play any educational games at least once a day, check my emails, talk to my clients, pg kickboxing and yoga, and malam....family night...hangout main dgn rafiq sama2 and catch up dgn sayang...

kdg2....sampai nak lipat kain pun 3 hari skali baru buat...

seriously....

i mean...im not even working full time

i dont know how other people manage?

im happy that i managed

puas hati...dapat layan rafiq main, dapat baca buku sama2...dapat layan suami.....and amik tau everything that happened to him that day

i am blessed

actually i enjoy doing all this

rasa happy sebab ada org appreciate

i mean...masak kdg2 xcukup bahan ke...tetap ada org ckp sedap...and tetap ada org makan sampai habis...

best kan mcm tu?

tapi kan..

the part yg xbest is....

i want to continue doing biz but my heart tu....mcm bias towards my family

everytime ada biz oppurtunity masuk...mmglah happy...happy sgt...

tapi...

i mcm....mmmmm nantilah...hari ni nak baca story tu dgn rafiq..

nantilah...dah janji dgn sayang mlm ni nak buat kerabu seafood and tengok monday night laughs together..

u know ... stuff like that

i want to cuddle all day...dats all

this is wats troubling me

how eh?

ive discussed this issue with a few friends

some tell me...yup, they feel the same way...

most of them yg sama2 dgn i kat miri ni...knowing they all pun sama mcm i kan..buat biz from home..24 hours dgn hubby and baby..

some say...i emotional sgt...i need to be stronger...that opportunities mcm ni dtg masa muda je...cari duit cepat2 and then spend lah masa dgn anak pulak bila dah kaya..

kaya?

is that wat i really want ?

so far...the amount of money i get after 4 months joining the biz is more than enough...

of course my leaders push me even more...they know i can go way further but do i want to? or do i need to?

mmg senang...duduk rumah...borak2 kejap dgn client...follow up and then dapat income...i dont even need to leave the house...

my cheque last month

i think ive reached my limits kot...

so far...

knowing the clingy type i am...

asyik2 nak peluk rafiq...asyik2 nak hangout dgn sayang...

susah wooooo org mcm ni..

ngeeeeeeeeeeeeee

sayang said...

"u dont need designer bags, clothes etc every month right?

plus...the decision on joining biz was entirely based on the opportunity to double up the capital i have in my account...

dah lama duduk mcm tu...baik invest in something promising...

plus...wats wrong being a WAHM mom and raising ur kids to be great people?..no need to fall into the feminism view entirely..that woman need to be as equal as men...not a problem pun kalau duduk rumah didik anak dgn baik...jaga rumah dah suami dgn baik...boleh..nak biz...niatnya apa?

tak perlu terlalu push diri sendiri sampai rasa tertekan...

ikut ur own pace...

kita xpernah pun hidup susah...taklah kaya raya..tapi selesa lah

we do get whatever we want...alhamdulillah kan?"

ok fine...point taken...

bila suami dah ckp mcm tu...lagilah berat hati kan...

he is very supportive...

masa i join event kt brunei...he took 1 week leave sbb nak jaga rafiq

he drove all of us around....

jumpa clients pg sana sini...masa tu seronokla....first time in years i feel like im a career woman

but in the end...at nights, i still go running back to both of them before having dinner....org lain habis event pg makan ramai2...i lari2 balik blk sbb nak lepak dgn sayang and baby...

so what type of person am i?

am i fit for all of this?

i think watever i have is enough...enoughla kot...

dah habis settlekan the myvi...hhehehe langsai...xpayah fikir da hutang2...

and then semua yg lebih tu top up tabung haji rafiq and saham dalam shell...itu jelah kira mine..setahun skali boleh amik...

if i need to splurge...guna je watever is left for me...ngeeeeeee

tulah kalau dah jadi isteri and mama...

fikir suami and anak dulu baru diri sendiri

bukan cerita2 gempak ke apa

but i cant

if i spend on me ( benda2 mengarut like asyik2 bags or clothes ) before them i feel guilty

although its my own money

so if i put it away for our future mlm tido senang hati...

but anyway...

serious....

wat do u think?

should i push more on the biz part?

or should i just maintain my current lifestyle?

am i too clingy ?

or am i doing fine?

what is best for our future?

how do u guys do it?

i admire all of u............marvellous moms, kerja kuat, great wives...

will i be able to do all that?

( ps : by the way...sapa nak join biz boleh contact me 0127021371.. )

weekend trip .......AWESOME!!!!!!!

2010-06-04T01:45:00.000-07:00

so papa was on 1 week leave sempena Gawai Break...

i made an impromptu plan to KK

saja...

nak suprise papa and baby...

a gift to them for being supportive on my Brunei Trip

y KK?

itu yg plg dekat but best hhehhehee

and plg best............

papa boleh simpan wallet kt Miri

sbb mama sponsor semua.............

especially for my 2 awesome heroes!!!!!!!!!!

so....

letak pics jelah kan

tulis2 byk2 pun nnti pening nak baca hehehe

tgu papa settlekan office stuff...

recharge sebelum naik belon hehehehhe

thats pulau sipadan!

kk in 30 mins..best kan?

si kecik penat naik flight....ye ke?heheheh

grand borneo hotel....right next to 1 borneo...

the biggest shopping mall in KK

canteeeekkkkkkkk

our sexy deluxe room

with see through bathroom

sexxxxxxyyyyyyyyyyy

hehehehhee

yg bestnye...klo mandi tutup pintu rafiq tak bising...sbb dia nampak hehhe

the view....

kk city and mount kinabalu...

syokkkkkkk

dinner at penang village...

thai seafood fried rice...sgt sedap...

papa pun kena makan sayur...nah makan

jom tido awal...esok kena bgn pagi!

DAY 2

we woke up at 530, solat subuh...pack2 our stuff

had breakfast at the hotel and then...

headed to jesselton point!

mama dgn pose peace...hahaha..mcm budak sekolah

baby sebelum naik dia pg tido pulak...pastu naik speed boat terus bangun...

tp xleh bukak mata sbb angin kuat sgt hehehehe

mama....i cant open my eyes....

skali dah sampai....

terpegun tgk air yg sgt clear....

nampak ikan....and batu2 kat bwh tu

heaven!!!!!!!

entrance to manukan island...cantik sgt

serious....by far this was the best beach ive been to...

rafiq klo tinggal kt pantai srg2 pun xnangis kan?

this baby and water...ayooooooooooooo

cantik sangat.....

baby pun xnak mama pgg...

he wants to swim

sendiri!

mama sempat snorkeling dekat2...

seriously.....being underwater with tons of beautiful fishes...was really ....

astonishing!

papa snorkeling jauh sikit...

yelaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i know u can swim...

weeeeeekkkkkkkkkkk hehehhehe

lets go to the other island pulak...

SAPI ISLAND

the water here lg clear dr manukan

i think because the island is smaller

org pun xseramai manukan

ikan dia...

haaaaaa

jalan bbrp langkah dr pantai

letak roti dlm air.....ikan tu berpusu2 dtg kt kita

punyalah seronok

si kecik ni meronta2 nak lepas...

nak pgg fish

baby yg happy dpt pg pantai

habis rambut, muka semua dgn pasir...

rafiq sampai guling2 dari pasir masuk dlm air

bukan dia kisah pun air laut tu masuk mata

penat wooooooooooo mengejar...

dia merangkak laju2 nak masuk air

ayooooooooooooooooo

ingatkan kenapa dia nak duduk atas mama

rupanya...........

dia layan ombak tu kena belakang dia

tau2 tido pulak

penat sgt la tu

cian baby mama

tido kejap..

pastu sambung main....

xpenat ke baby?

bye sapi island

we'll be back soon!!!!

dalam boat dah xtahan tido jugak

lantakla tempias air laut ke, boat laju ke...

rafiq dah pengsan kepenatan

layan ice blended avocado...

woooooooooohhhhhooooooooooooooo

rafiq : ok mama....im ready....JOM MAKAN SEAFOOD!!!

mama : seluar rafiq mana?

rafiq : opsssssssssss

kerabu stim, udang sweet sour, clams, lobster buttermilk, ketam masak cili!!!!!!!

sedaaaaaaaappppppppppppppp

si kecik makan nasi dgn lobster butter milk...

hebat kan?

mama kena tunggu 15 tahun baru dpt makan lobster tau rafiq!

ni lah KK

seafood heaven....sgt sgt sgt fresh....

look at the size of that lobster!

we had dinner with mummy sue, uncle bobby and baby D

thanks guys!

we love the place

DAY 3

pg marine park kat UMS
i love UMS

tepi laut

the view....mt kinabalu and the ocean...

belajar kt sini mesti kena score high grades

ambiance sgt perfect for students...hehehhe

oklah...

mcm half of aquaria...

the corals mmg originally from the islands in KK

baby dah almost sleepy after watching all those fishes

so we went to LOK KAWI WILDLIFE PARK

its a bit outside bandar KK

dlm 45 mins

the journey mcm nak balik kampung...

bukit2 sikit and rumah2 kampung

si kecik mmgla suka tgk animals....

he remembers the animal sounds we use to to practice while reading books at home

hehehhe...

eiii nampak gigi jarang tu

baby...

kita tgk pgg and then letak balik ok?

we cannot buy everything we like kan?

good boy!

ocean view durian cendol!

wowwwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeee

suria sabah's food court...

best kan?

ada sea view....

semua benda rasa sedap bila ada view mcm ni

ok papa..ok mama...im tired...lets just go home...

pilot : ladies and gentleman...we have reached miri!

rafiq : yahooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

bestnyeeeeeeee...lets do this again mama!

mama : baiklah sayang........tunggu ye...nnti kita pg beach lg ok

cantik+sihat........nak kan?

2010-05-19T23:43:00.000-07:00

nak share my personal thoughts on beauty and health by using....

why now?

because now...after 2 months of using it, it has become one of my must haves on my day list and i want to share my own experience on wearing this...

maybe ramai dah tau pasal PB corset...

but usually apa feedbacknya....

premium beautiful corset tu

1. ada FIR ( Far Infrared Rays )...tak tau lah apa tu FIR tu

2. memang boleh kurus....tapi pakai korset ni xbest laaaa...xselesa

3. leceh la ada 3 parts

4. panasla

5. mahal...baik beli benda lain

6. banyak lg corset lain lg murah....sama je pun tugas dia

so let me change ur mind...by telling u personally how i feel...leaving out all the bombastic terms..so that semua orang faham..kalau bahasa technical hebat2 ni..i pn mengaku i xfaham, im so scientist jugak heeee
.

so...

that pic above was taken a few months ago...

yup mmg i xgemuk sangat...nampak ok je

but kalau tgk the structure of my body....

mmmmm......

1. of course my breasts dah semakin besar since ive been BF but then, nursing bra, or even normal push up bra's doesnt give me full support. sebab bila ada susu kan dia jadi makin berat...so i noticed after a few months, my breasts dah dah firm macam dulu.i mean...dia macam jatuh a bit. i rasa mcm...hmmm alah...ni lah pengorbanan utk anak...xkan nak complain kan? but then....utk suami? ni baru sorang....if dua? tiga? nnti sampai ke perut nnti how?

i bought macam2 jenis bra's...full cup, full support blkg, yg mahal, yg murah...mcm2...masa pakai bra mmg ok...bila bukak bra? sama je balik ke asal...jatuh blk...sgt xbest

my breast shape was D after bersalin!

2. my stretch marks....haiiyoooo....some people are lucky sbb mmg xde stretch marks langsung...but im not!!!mmg lah xpernah terfikir pun nak hilangkan the stretch marks sbb people say..klo dah ada tu mmg dah too late dah...sgt susah nak hilangkan...but secretly...i sedih...mcm alasan kt atas la kan...klo anak 2?3?....sedih.............

lebih kurangla mcm ni if close up....

3. tummy....this area mmg xpayah ckplah kan...since i bersalin cser lagilah susah nak turun..dgn xboleh pakai bengkung for 2 months..dgn xboleh urut..so harapan nk hilangkan flab tu mmg dah hancur sgt...cuma harapkan BF je..exercise dah mmg rule out..sbb penat jaga baby...plus i mmg xleh tekan my tummy lg...if rafiq duduk on my tummy lama sikit...mmg rasa sakit. and also if pakai jeans, i mesti pakai underwear yg tutup bahagian zip tu sbb mmg ngilu..i think sbb my wound tu still xbaik lg kt dalam...

4. butt pulak....urgghhh...i ni mmg butt a bit small. tapi lepas bersalin dia mcm flat terus...terus xde shape. bak kata org...punggung bersambung dgn peha kan? ada org pulak lepas bersalin semakin besar...n then, sbb xbuat exercise...dia jadi flabby...but mine...flat...and mmg xattractive...

5. i mmg selalu sakit blkg. dari masa pregnant lagi...now sbb selalu kena carry rafiq....dahla i ni small frame...ish ish ish...

6. i selalu ada angin. selalu sgt sakit blkg kalau makan benda berangin...ice ke, nangka ke...mesti sakit blkg...

my hubby memang selalu ckp...ur fine...sama je mcm dulu...but as a woman..mestilah nak cantik.mestilah nak yg terbaik!!! kalau pakai baju n make up cantik, dalaman pun mestilah cantik...mesti lawa and sihat kan?

orang ckp macam cake....kalau luar dia deco cantik2..marvellous...tapi dalam dia rasa dry and xtasty pun xbest jugak kan?

at first i approached hanis for business i never thought i would believe in the product as much as i would believe in the business plans...

but i DID !!!!!

it worked wonders on me...and almost everyone else whom ive met!!!

now,

* kat rumah if xpakai bra pun my breasts xsag....they look perfectly fine...xdelah mcm kena suntik silicone...tipulah kan

tapi mmg cantik dan xjatuh mcm dulu....even berat dgn susu!!

* my stretch marks....dah fade sikit...nnti i amik pic and letak sini...seriously...part ni mmg i xharaplah akan baik but it did!!!!!

at least wpon xhilang fully its not that noticeable macam dulu!!!!

suka suka suka suka

* my tummy...ngeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee........dah xde flab sangat...and the best part is....skrg ni kalau pakai jeans n rafiq tekan or stand on my tummy dah xrasa sakit SANGAT BEST!!!...but my tummy........flat!!!!!!!!!and its made my waist smaller than my hip area

* my back pain....long gone!!!!!!!since the first day pakai lagi...the next day tu terus xde...and then the first time pakai...burp2 and kentut2 hehehehhehe

* my butt pulak....woooooooohooooooooo...dah ada bentuk yg cunzzzz....dulu flat sikit skrg dah bulat n firm...

yg paling bestnye....the corset tu mcm acuan .... now after 6 months... my body dah ikut the mould...so if bukak pun dia stay the same....

sangat2 best!!!!

wpon baru 2 months tapi dah nampak sgt perubahan yg sgt ketara...

mesti ada yg pelik bukan dah lama ke masuk biz? apsal baru pakai?

well....i masuk2 je biz, mmg dah ada 10 buyers waiting...so xpelah i thought..i beli nanti...ximportant sgt because i rasa i xgemuk.so i just bought the water filter for my family..but then...after my biz dah stable...i rasa...mmg i patut beli satu for myself...

and now.........

not only im using the corset.....

but my husband....haaaaaaaaaaaa dia guna yg waist nipper tu....xdelah bra and girdle tu...cuma the bengkung...y?

sbb dia pun sakit pinggang...duduk kt office lama2 and also of cozlah dia guna time work out...double the calorie burning!!!!!

tau x FIR dalam PB tu boleh burn sampai 900 calorie in one day?

FIR tu apa? FIR tu matahari jarak jauh...dia sulam kt dalam benang2 dlm jahitan corset tu ...mcmana dia sulam? kalau u guys tgk ur corset under lampu terang...nampak dia kilat2...tulah sebenarnya...kristal yang dihancurkan dan diletakkan dlm benang2 tu.

selesa ke? serious....selesa.....rasa mcm pakai baju biasa....tak berpeluh langsung...sebab tu mmg disarankan pakai 8 jam utk maximizekan pembakaran lemak and baiki perjalanan darah...sbb dia selesa...xterasa pun terseksa selama 8 jam tu...and the fabric tu lembut and ikut badan...xdelah kalau pakai baju fit...dia mcm gelembung2 ke esp kat bhgian perut kan..sbb dia mmg mcm acuan...dia ikut ur body and then dia buat ur body ikut dia...haaaa...mcm tu

mahal? .... sama je kalau calculate every 6 months beli bra baru...yang ni seumur hidup beli satu shj....siap ada warranty seumur hidup.

kalau koyak ke...rosak ke...boleh service macam baru balik free of charge!!!!! yang ni xde corset lain dalam dunia ada warranty mcm ni tau.boleh pass lagi kat anak dara u guys nnti hehehehe

lagipun...boleh je bayar installment guna credit card or bank transfer...

xde masalah...

2 ribu lebih dgn jaminan seumur hidup tu murah sebenarnya

ini bukannya corset yg sama mcm corset lain...sbb tu kita boleh buat free trial...tgk sendiri lepas pakai...mcmana rupa dlm cermin and macamana rasa....mmg lain...mmg terus rasa blkg straight dan rasa lg mengancam

banyak lg sebenarnya kegunaan corset ni...but now i cerita about my own testimonial...kalau nak tau lah...ada sorang makcik dtg to our booth in brunei tu dia kata dia guna PB dah 10 tahun...dulu dia mmg ada ketumbuhan...fibroid...kt dalam rahim...tapi lepas pakai...dr mmg sahkan fibroid dia mengecil...ni live testimonial la...kalau baca dlm web rasanya dah ramai yg ckp about their fibroid ni...semakin baik lepas pakai PB...

tapi ni mmg i dengar sdri...

maybe it sounds like im marketing by own biz

but then, its true .. u need to believe in ur product before others believe in you

i mmg xpernah lg buat any entry on these items since ive been focusing on networking before this
i know that HAI O punya marketing plan mmg simple and senang nak make income but i never the knew the truth behind the success is the product itself..

tapi seriously.....the product mesti hebat klo x xkan lah all of hai-o punya main products dapat superbrand...

tak kisahlah..org nak join business or not..but this particular product mmg ada sebab kenapa since 20 tahun lepas xpernah turun harga.

because of its proven effectiveness and quality!!!

and i truly believe..every woman should have this!

y not invest in something that is both useful for ur health and beauty kan?

so if rasa interested n nak tau lg about the product...

ada byk lg info and testimonials

just call me +60127021371 or email sarahshahnor@gmail.com

i can give u my personal warranty on the product!
skrg kita bagi harga member to everyone..

special price tau
rm 1900-2170

BOLEH INSTALLMENT!!!

HURRY

WHILE STOCKS LAST!!!!

rafiq's one...and this is how we celebrate..

2010-05-16T23:08:00.000-07:00

we had rafiq's jungle fever last saturday

it was fun, it was awesome....

thou its true rafiq still cant appreciate all those late nights me and his papa stayed up to finish the deco and the food but the huge smile and laughter paid off

he did have fun

maybe because all this while dia sorang2 je main semua toys tu

now he has lots of company

dia seronok tgk all those kids running around...screaming, laughing...

hehehhehehee

sayang mama....

mama buat mana yg termampu je sayang

yg penting, mama nak rafiq ingat...mama and papa sayang rafiq...

we love u soooo much

happy 1st birthday sayang.....

lets see what happened at rafiq's jungle suite

the photo op banner...sayangnya..masa awal semua berebut nak take pic, belum lg gantung, pastu smrg lupa hehehhehe

toys before kena serang hehehehe

bday boy bergumpal dgn kakak2

the pool lovers

rafiq main pool bola je ok? rafiq ada flu sikit nnti jangkit dgn baby lain

the cake and the cuppies....

cantik and sedap sgt!

the goodie bags!

ada sweets, candy and supposedly DVD madagascar..pastu papa lupa masukkan...ngahahaha...

outside...

the last piece for the birthday boy

he wants to cut the cake !

the animals and balloons......

animaland!!!!

drinks and snacks

the food....
yup..everything made by me except for the satay and curryPUFFS

more pics on fb

so, these are a few of rafiqs developments...

* yup, he can walk...but he prefers to crawl...
maybe he feels that its faster...sukatilah rafiq...ikutlah mana2 pun.but everytime he does walk, kitorang tepuk tgn terus dia duduk n buat muka pelik
ayooooooooooo

* he can say, "tu ( while pointing to anything he refers to ), mama, baba (papa), mam ( eat ) and ai ( bye )

* he knows cats ( tengok kt luar ), bunyi pagar ( papa blk ), cicak ( he makes the sound...bunyi cicak tu ), wave good bye, flying kiss, Allahuakbar, reading time ( sit and point to the words ), smile ( senyum gedik ) , drink water ( minum from sippy cup ), lights ( with sign language also ) , car ( with sign language ), kiss ( kiss mulut mama dgn air liur byk ngeee) and others

* he still loves mama's boobies hahahahhahahaha and then selang2 with FM around 2x in a day

* he has 4 teeth...gigi atas jarang sikit nghahahhaa...still tomel

* he knows how to throw tantrums now.....nangis tekap muka on the floor n hentak kaki....sabar jelah

* hes friendly...but he doesnt want anyone else but us to hold him...main boleh, jgn amik dukung....

* he prefers almost anything except for sour fruits and drinks...and yes, he still thinks apples are sour

* he feeds himself now...sgt messy..but cute ngee

* he likes to munch on tiger biscuits in the car...again....messssyyyyyy ...org ckp jgn ajar anak makan dlm kereta...but then, sometimes thats the only thing that keeps him entertained....yup, anak saya mmg kecik...tp kuat makan hehehehehe

* he prefers tupperwares than toys....thats it...no more toys ( betul ke mama?) heee

and

he wakes me up in the morning with a huge kiss and hug!

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

we love u baby

ull always be our baby

a new day, a new beginning

2010-05-11T20:09:00.000-07:00

mama bagi makan cheese biscuit sempena masuk 1 yr...

yahooooooooooo

sampai kembang2 hidung....look at all the cheese on my chubby fingers...

yummmmmmmmmmmm

and last night pun celebrate makan pizza at fratini's....
yupppp he loves cheese....and he wants to feed himself

our small family

sayang rafiq zulkarnain....

thank u so much for choosing us to be ur parents

mama and papa cant describe how much joy uve brought into our lives

too many memories, laughter and happiness

not even a pinch of regret of having to go through the 7 hours of painful contractions

we love u so much

papa and mama selalu doakan rafiq jadi anak yg baik, soleh, bijak dan berakhlak mulia....

papa and mama minta maaf kalau selama kami mendidik rafiq mungkin kami ada kekurangan di mana2 tapi percayalah....however hard it is, we will never deny ur needs...

rafiq , we're so proud of you

we truly are....

HAPPY 1 YEAR OLD SAYANG......

many more wonderful years ahead

AMIN

p/s : a recap on rafiqs 12 month journey

in 1 week.....

2010-04-25T20:51:00.000-07:00

rojakkan semua entry

this is what happened in 1 week

rafiq masukkan our house keys dlm lubang tu

puasla uncle kt tan chong service centre tu bukak the whole gear box...

nasib baik dpt kuar balik

yerp, hes no longer a baby

hes a big boy now...

yg sgt creative..hahahhaa

we went to the crocodile farm lepas balik from Brunei

best...

because rafiq now appreciates and understands the animal movements

but hes still afraid of the snake...

who isnt?

cover je mama tu ngeeee

rafiq can stand longer now...

dah tatih2 sikit2 sdri tp malas

punggung berat

heeeee

so susahla if nk suruh dia jln sdri

hed rather crawl

he likes pushing the laundry basket

xfaham betul...

sambil2 tu keluarkan semua kain

atoiiiiiiii

a few more days till hes one years old

sediiihhhhh

hes getting smarter, tougher and much more active and creative

i love u so much baby

mama puas hati sbb every single thing uve learned and achieved mama dapat tengok sendiri depan mata mama

mama doa it stays like this sampai bila2

so in 1 week ...

mama will be here

from 2-9 may

for Malaysian Product Expo at the indoor stadium Sultan Hassanal Bolkiah, Bandar Seri Begawan

presenting HAI-O Marketting Sdn. Bhd

me and my biz partners....

so everyone yg ada in that area plz come

this event is huge!!!!!!

papa took 1 week off to be rafiq's babysitter...

so papa and baby will be staying in the hotel room sampai mama habis kerja hahahhaha

rafiq plz behave ok...

i know u can handle it sayang...

sampai ptg je...after that mama's all urs sampai the next morning heeee

also

tolong promo this Prada White leather bag

my friend beli from US

skali dgn or bag order ( ehehehehhe.....akhirnya!!!! dpt satu milano )

theres another bag i xsempat take pic dia dah pg offshore

but she asked me to help her sell the bag

it was under sale

and she got it for a very cheap price

tapi she decided she didnt want the bag

so if anyone nak plz sms or email me

0127021371, sarahshahnor@gmail.com

asking price RM 2400 boleh nego lg...

tapi xde bag

only authentication card

sbb ala2 sale clearance stock mcm tu

bau leather dia....masyyyyuuuukkkkkkkkkkkk

ok mommies....

c u soon

i miss all of u

muaaahhh

party or no party?

2010-04-14T04:41:00.000-07:00

yup, i admit...

i didnt want a party at first

dah plan for a holiday pun...

but then, since papa rafiq wants a gathering with his work friends...so ok...

we'll have a small party

catered for both kids and adults

since mainly the guests are adults....

so its more of a grown up thing hehehehe

but im still having a theme

sekali dah pick theme baru perasan sama dgn shilashower

( sorry babe, i kt brunei hjg mgu ni....nnti tgu present adam depan pintu ok hehehe)

the theme is....

so yup,

party it is...

but for kl frens and family, dont worry, ill be having another small celebration in conjunction with the opening of our playskool/cafe....at the place itself of course! sedih nnti atuk,nenek, and kawan2 rafiq kt kl!

so invites will be sent soon!
that will be another theme ok. related to our school hahahaha....complicated...mmg byk kerja.
hence why im soooo preoccupied lately

anyway,

sneak peak on the preparations for Rafiq's Jungle Fever

enjoy....

maybe cupcakes....maybe cake...

see u soon!

muah

( ps: to the mommies who have been sooo sweet to invite us on their baby's bday im sooo sorry if i will not be making it..im still unsure of my schedule. some days im in miri, some days in brunei, some days in KL...but do bare in mind, if im around, i will be present! love all of u! )

the easy way out!

2010-04-05T23:18:00.000-07:00

im confused

what should i do?

i like her as a helper....

shes does everything wholeheartedly

kalau mop lantai tu, dgn grill2 pn dia lap...

siap alih semua furniture...

mmg bagus...n pantas...half day dah spotless our house

tapi ...........

she looooovvvvveeeesssss to ask for money...

kejap2 ada org meninggal...kejap lg mesin potong rumput patah...kejap lg anak sakit, kejap lg ada kenduri nak duit...

well...the first time mmg we all kesian n tolong beriya2...

because she said her brother died in an accident...

so she asked for rm350...but hubby dearie kesian bagi 500...

siap ckp...xpelah...kira sedekah je...

n then the following week...

her hubbys mesin potong rumput patah...

she asked for 200

so oklah...since itu mata pencarian for them...

hubby dearie bagi...

she said...nnti tolak from her gaji..

oklah xpe...

but then dia start buat hal...

xboleh dtg....anak sakit....

ok...

n then...her dad masuk hospital...

ok....xpe...

pastu dtg our house once...

nangis2 sambil kemas n ask for money...

we all kesian...bagilah jugak 100

pastu balik2 xdtg kemas our house

mind u dia dah owe us 300 rgt...

n then,

dia dtg in the middle of the night...

nangis2 ckp rumah electric kena potong...

sbb xbyr a few months

her baby nangis2 sbb panas...anak xpg sekolah sbb baju xgosok...

hubby dearie said,

oklah...give me ur bill....saya tlg settlekan...

( having in mind, our house yg 24 jam pasang aircond pn baru 200 lebih...ingtkan her bill maybe 2 ,3 months adalah around 300 plus )

the next day she came with a 3699 rgt bill...yg xbayar since 2008!!!

what????????

n then bila i ckp, no...we all xboleh byr she said.."oh tapi hari tu ashrul ada janji nak bayarkan "

what?????????????

so hubby kesian jgk bagilah 400 to settle a bit bil electric tu

( suami saya ni mmg mcm tu!!!! geram jgk kadang2 )

and now, her recent quest is...

plz give them 2000 rgt so that her hubby can go for offshore safety training in order to work as a welding contractor offshore...so that they can change their lives....

2000 rgt..!

well.....bukannya kita ni kedekut...bukannya xde duit...tapi should we?

we know that money mesti gone...

jgn haraplah dia nak bayar balik or even offer to work for free with us kan?

its not that i xnak tolong

but i think shes using us

as an easy way out....

all this while how did she raise 5 kids?

ok je i tgk...

since kerja with us....she became pampered

dia mcm...oh xpelah...mintak je mesti dia bg

padahal my hubby punyelah baik...

selalu bagi brg2 dapur to her...

xde pulak her husband offer nak potong rumput our house or anything

even senyum pn xnak

nampak we all terus lari masuk rumah

wierd...

i mean...dont u have the courtesy to be nice?

i rasa xfair for my hubby...

he calls whenever we're in kl tanya how theyre doing n all...

but the hubby xpernah nak senyum or even say hello to us...

our helper to mmg lah kan...

but then, shouldnt u as the husband take more responsibility?

and now,

my hubby dah mcm xnak involve sgt with them

because when she found out i wasnt around she started smsing my hubby asking for her salary

well....bila masa dia dtg kemas our house?only once...and i paid her on the day itself

so she kinda lied in order for money

bila hubby dah balik ke sini n told me everything n then only he realized that now, shes very creative in asking for money from us...sampai kena menipu

and now....

dia xhabis2 sms i tanya bila i balik

n she smsed me saying she saw my hubby xbalik a few days, is he in kl also with me?

and then sms me ckp.."oh rumah sara kak dal tgk ok je...xde siapa yg pecah masuk lg...tapi kereta ashrul ada kat villa....siapa pakai ya ?"

ha???i xde suruh dia monitor pon...

help!!!!!

im being stalked!!!!!

what should i do?

should i just help her?

or should i move for good?

ayooooooooooooooooooooooooo